it’s come a long way since the pilot.. I still watch it.. usually on onDemand on Monday morning (or Tuesday morning if Amazing Race is running late from football) cuz Dexter is on Sunday.. Dexter is still better.. but True Blood is getting up there now.
I couldn’t sleep last night.. lots of stuff going on in my head… some of it was probably caffeine, some of it was the Witcher game I’m playing (which is totally awesome), and some of it was just this non-stop dreaming trend I’ve been having. I woke up about every hour at least.. I think Shannon and I took turns waking each other up too.
The other night too I had this overwhelming fear come over me. Like all at once I saw my mortality and the mortality of everyone I knew… I unwittingly put myself through what I would approximate to be each of their deaths.. what I’d feel like… how I’d go on.. what I’d do next… it was a lot to deal with. I don’t know what brought that on, but it was pretty intense.
I think I need some time off.. maybe just some sitting around time.. video game time .. I dunno.. I guess I always feel weird this time of year.