it seems like the kids these days are more chachi then when I was younger.. hell .. we were merely separated in to cool guys and geeks.. now the cool guys are king of chach and the geeks aspire to be them .. maybe going the route of emo
oh man.. sad face
it’s come a long way since the pilot.. I still watch it.. usually on onDemand on Monday morning (or Tuesday morning if Amazing Race is running late from football) cuz Dexter is on Sunday.. Dexter is still better.. but True Blood is getting up there now.
I couldn’t sleep last night.. lots of stuff going on in my head… some of it was probably caffeine, some of it was the Witcher game I’m playing (which is totally awesome), and some of it was just this non-stop dreaming trend I’ve been having. I woke up about every hour at least.. I think Shannon and I took turns waking each other up too.
The other night too I had this overwhelming fear come over me. Like all at once I saw my mortality and the mortality of everyone I knew… I unwittingly put myself through what I would approximate to be each of their deaths.. what I’d feel like… how I’d go on.. what I’d do next… it was a lot to deal with. I don’t know what brought that on, but it was pretty intense.
I think I need some time off.. maybe just some sitting around time.. video game time .. I dunno.. I guess I always feel weird this time of year.
I put myself back on twitter… I don’t have any real plans of updating it, but I think having a universal "what are you doing right now?" question hanging out there is good for me.. for whenever I want to address it
I’ve started playing Magic again but I moved it online. Since I really don’t have anyone to play with (read: since all my friends are less nerdy than I am) then I have to seek out other nerds online. And anyway, one of the primary reasons I got out of Magic was that the people I was playing with were bringing me down. It was more a life style for them, and for me it’s just a fun game to play when you are bored. It’s like Hearts or Spades or something like that, but way more interesting. Like how I think Solarquest is more fun than Monopoly because there’s more shit going on.. that’s all.
Anyway… Magic Online is a great invention for us older nerds that still want to play, but have managed to grow up, socially speaking, in to drunkards 